Smile like you mean it

It is not a smile that I need. I need a loud of laugh, a real fucking laugh till my stomach kinda feels cramp. Oh boy, what demon took my happiness from me? Why on earth I’ve become an evil it self. What the…..
I miss myself. Lately, I feel bad when I have to hang out with my friends. All I can do is only complaining or tell something that sound really not enthusiastic. Sounds like familiar though…


smile pliz....

Okay, maybe I start trying to smile like I really mean it, not the silly one when I have to talk with someone that makes you annoy or mad at you. Bloody asshole…